There's very few photos I still have that can take me back to places or particular times and be taken by surprise, happy, grateful and a shameful feeling because it may have been forgotten, all at the same time.
I can't seem to remember who ended up taking that very warm group cuddle in my bed that very cheek Saturday morning. Regardless of whoever it was, they were there and I'm almost positive they snuck in the middle of us four right after the flash-or the slow sniff in my hands. I can recall recalling the absence of complaining, suffocation or claustrophobia. Somehow, each of us and each of our joints and limbs, bums, boobs and heads found somewhere to be outlined only by cotton of my sheets and acknowledgement of our company.
Most of the time I'm not really inclined to reflect how the story I can see, and that's usually because I can't prioritise the best or most important parts.
The least important part is reciting the drugs we were on, (I usually try my hardest to avoid mentioning any drug habits of mine or someone else's but this time it feels necessary] I was on LSD. I'm pretty sure I was riding solo that night. I'm not entirely sure as Darcie would sometimes accompany the tripping at the night club.
She's in bed with me and Josh, as is the hiding UFO who I have no idea is, and I can't figure out.
It was warm and their was so much blanketing us as comfort in our dressed clothes- and the bloody sunglasses that didn' t shadow my visuals I remember clouding above our knee caps, and somewhat a surrogacy to informing me of what it means. I still remember the colours, shape, form, movement; Where I was looking, how heavy my clothes felt, and how they reminded me I was alive and human as I was baring my palms to the ceiling as a complete welcoming. And a gentle greeting to my aunty walking in to collect her daughter. I suspect there were thick vibes and at that time, Aunty Julie could feel it and I could feel her acceptance, and then I quietly heard the her loudest ongoing trouble that she's been carrying everywhere. Easy -
"JULZ GET IN! COME OOON, ['YES''YAY'] - GROUP HUGGGG, aaaawwwwwwwww"
She crawled in like she couldn't resist a group hug in that massive bed of mine, and with those vibes going on I'd be worried if somebody could deny it. I am still impressed with the synergy, and now practicality of the bed's size; I ended up in an understanding of potentiality- believing any fault amongst us don't, or never did exist and I am taken away to an utter state of blissful satisfaction with absolute no bullshit.\ It only after dawned on me to reflect where I was, And that was it.
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