nothing about the weather

Today is the morning of the third day since my last update, and a bit has changed.. Or revealed itself more so in the last hour and I'm bored, so fulfilling my commitment, I'll let you in.

These emotions I've been trying to escape have just gracefully risen to the surface to take another poke at me. Yes, another and I'm over questioning it. I will just

continue on with my day and proceed to hold my head up, carry what's left of me and try not to forget what's hurting me,
because if emotions are forgotten, I've learnt that when they surface from a reminder, they're harder to either suppress or get over... And I've found suppressing it like this does me wonders.

Yes, if I compare my emotions to the senility of my attitude towards my rebellion, I am corrected.
Nevertheless,
I knew it wasn't going to last long. But I'll keep going, for a few more days and I will get some sleep as I know this shard addiction won't ever fail to keep up with me.

My saddened face and fluffy hair, after a long night of attempting to draw and make music. 

My brain is too much of a creative mess for once to execute pretty lines to make anything that good. And to that - I'm not sure whether to laugh or cry. I never ended pleased with the music making either.

Something is blocking my leaves to unravel, I'm not sure if I can blame the overflow of inspiration, and blaming my emotions seems to personal to deal with at the moment.